Ruach, Breath of Essence: The Light Within - Paperback

by Marilyn T (Author)

This is an incredible story of the Lord's glory for his children. I am not special in any way, shape, or form except to say that he loves us so much, and all I can do is tell you about the love he has shown me.

I remember expecting to graduate with other people to get a ministerial license, but instead, I was made to sit and watch the other graduates. I was allowed to sing for the Lord, which is great for me. I love to sing a cappella for the Lord. I didn't complain. I smiled and congratulated all those who had accomplished their journey. But when I went home, I could no longer keep my composure. I broke down in tears, saying, "How could they do this to me? Why?"

No one spoke up for me. They let it happen. I was embarrassed and humiliated publicly, and I was very much crushed. After breaking down, I started to pray. I went into mediation very fast, but I was very aware of my surroundings. As I was lying there, all of a sudden, I was on a hill surrounded by a galaxy of stars-billions and billions of beautiful stars twinkling in the sky. It was amazing. Then, out of nowhere, came three angels dancing above me. They were so happy. They danced above me, and I felt I was being celebrated. I could not stop smiling and crying at the love and joy they made me feel. Then one of the angels came down to me and handed me something that looked like a scroll. It was rolled with a bow tied around it.

I'd never felt that type of love again. But I was left with this feeling of unconditional love and this very special message. On that paper that was given to the others to hurt me, the message was clear as a bell. Even though men put me last, God put me first because their paper meant nothing in the eyes of God. I felt honored and loved-so much love. It's indescribable. Tears rolled down my face. Wow! What a high honor ordained by the Spirit of the Lord from my Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus, the Holy Spirit, and blessed Mother Mary!

I give God the glory. I give God the praise.

I adore you. I worship you. There is no one like you, Lord. I'm truly nothing without you. Thank you, Heavenly Father, for never letting go of my hand, constantly believing in me, and helping me understand that I am worthy.